Guys. I apologize that the posts for the Month of August are so dire. From a month from now we are leaving all this. It saddens me beyond belief. Mommy and I both brought you both home from the hospital into our beautiful home, We raised you. We played with you. We spend time together. We either come to this park with mommy, daddy and be it Pao, Marceli or Mara.
This park, this neighborhood, All the place we have been too from zoo’s, beaches, islands, boat rides, restaurants, amusement parks we are leaving it behind. Daddy also feels that I will over time lose these memories. Everytime I think of place we have been too I can remember what you looked liked, what the smells were around us all the little details.
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Its surreal to me that a month from now on Spetember 21st a moving company is coming to our home and they are moving us. Its surreal to me that when I walk into our home I don’t smell home anymore. I smell cardboard and wrapping paper. I feel like our home is like sand running out of my hand in between my fingers.
I hope that you Annelise and Tyler are not upset that we are moving. I really hope you like the home we chose for us to start a new life in. I hope Nashville is not boring for you. I hope you like the school we are sending you both too. There are so many unknowns here but for me and I can speak for mommy as well, all we want is for you both to be comfortable and most of all happy.
